oh yes, hello. i apologise for not blogging for SO LONGGGGG. like months, okay. This are just some random pictures, had been slacking with jaja, weewee, munmun, & so on~ went to meet mainey just last friday. miss her loads, had always been a long long time since we met up. hehehe. ohwell, school is pretty much stressed up. ugh, i hope midyears is gonna be easy..... but i doubt so, ok... gonna go on cruise on this friday for a night, oh well, shall try to enjoy & have a blast x. i hope so yeah, so tired of everything, even sleeping doesn't help.. lol. i dont wanna bother about anything already, lalala okie. hope my blog will get alive soon! been pretty busy, as this stupid school ends at 3.30 everyday. stupid shit. okie, good bye! xoxo

hello. :) Went to slack with jade,jo, irfan & co last week i think? Sorry was too lazy to blog. h3h3h3. So i shall blog now! Went to genting, it was okok uh. Just pretty cold & all. It has been a long them since i met char. Went to her house to see if she was okay. haha. She was very shocked indeed i suppose? Just some random pictures up there uh. :) well oh well, i love to munch on bubble gums :3. & i find this face is cute. hehe okok. i should like chill down or something.. -_- crazy arse here. OH YES, i wanna watch MISSION IMPOSSIBLE. damn cool. my sis say it's a nice movie~. so yeah! Hope tomorrow can or something. & wtf. two more days before sch reopen?! yah kidding me?!?!?!?!?! :( holidays really damn fast over, time really flies fast i swear... i hope 2012 would be a great year. :) hehehe ok. i shall end here. goodbyeeeee.

Past.

hihihi. :( it's like 1.13am now yo. Everyone's like asleep now... leaving for malaysia tomorrow morning. i mean today. like 5.30 wake up or something?! so early....... Dont intend to sleep now though. Maybe just a quite nap? aiya idk too. lol. Ohya, this picture above is when i cut bangs when i was in secondary one. hahaha! i think i look quite awkward :/ i guess i dont really suit bangs. i wanted my mom to trim my fringe for me then she forgot :@. Irritating fringe keeps on making my eye. urgh. Gotta get it trimmed asap, BEFORE SCHOOL REOPENS. Sigh, i'm a sad sad girl who keeps my emotion to myself. I dont really know how to open up to people.. Like, yeah.. But, i would always regain back my happy self in a few days later. ^^ & that's a good thing! hehehe. But this holiday, really sark alot. Kept tearing & all... kindda sick & tired already. sigh. must really thank my friends who were always there. sighsighsigh. sucks to be sad. :( ok bye..

i miss you more than anything.

MERRY CHRISTMAS PEOPLE. :)

Hello. :) Merry Christmas yo! h3h3h3. Hope that i could like go out tomorrow. :x Like at least for awhile. hehe. Ohwell, went aunt's house to celebrate her birthday & Christmas. FUNFUNFUN. Had turkey & ham. haha, i mean like this is the first time which is likea cool uh. :) Then ate like those desserts, & all. Karaoke all the way. Christmas Exchange then cut cake. i've gotten a neck messager. Not bad not bad, better than last year.. I got towel i think. -_- This year i think like so far considered the best. So yup! Hehe. Oh yes, Sorry regine! I can't attend your birthday. Hope you would find a camera soon! & yes, im going to m'sia like tomorrow.. My mom told me that i've to be awake at like 5.15...... dafuq. So damn early. Got a feel to ton the night then sleep during the car ride. hahahaha. should i? :) I'm not sure too. You see, otherwise i like will get bored during the car ride. It's like 5+ 6 hours leh. Then if i sleep at 10, i would be like kindda very energetic, which means it would be damn boring in the car. So yup, i guess if i wanna sleep, i would sleep like around 3 or so. Not sure. :) Just to make myself feel a little more tired so i could sleep in the car throughout. That's the best. I remembered once, i sleep throughout, i sleep when i was omw to jb. Then stop at some station, to like go toilet & all. Then came back, sleep all the way till i reach my destination. Shiok uh i swear. hahahahahaha. Ok, now it's like 2.20am & i'm still awake. hehehe. Wonder what time am i gonna go to bed. Confirm around 11am later, my dad would wake me up already..... sian. This is the bad thing. My friends could like sleep till anytime they want & not me. :( They can like sleep at 6am & wake up at like 3+4pm?!?! & i cant.. :( Gosh. ok wtf. This earpiece im like using now it's kindda uncomfortable. Like weird weird feeling in my ear.... ohwell i guess it's ok. Sian, my cousin is not coming with me tomorrow. She's busy working i guess? :( I hope she would come.. Otherwise it would be like so boring.. Sigh. Ok it's Christmas & i should stop sighing. smile. :) i think i should like end here? okbye. :) MERRY CHRISTMAS!

Memories.

Hello. This few days arent good days. upset & all. idk who to confide to. You know like, idk how to express myself emotionally well too either.. & yes, today is Christmas Eve. Christmas is like in 23hours & 19 minutes later. Sigh, are my christmas wish gonna come through? i really dont know. I just hope that next year i wont drift from any of my close friends, i would be able to cope up with school work & everything. I wouldn't be so stress with my stuffs. Everything to go smoothly. To have good, understanding & reasonable teachers. & hope that the school wont be so strict & all. Ok, im like very bored now so i decided to blog. It's like 12.43am, & i done watching my anime like fairy tail & beelzebub. Have to wait for new episodes to come out tomorrow though.. Ohwell. Idk what to do to kill time. Twitter is like, i got nothing much to tweet too yeah. So yup. Well, at times, i kindda miss my past. i miss those that were once close to me. i miss everything........ sigh. kindda sucks though. :-( Alright, gonna go aunt's house later on at night & celebrate her birthday + Christmas. woohoo. Hope that it's gonna be fun. :( I really need to enjoy... I hope there's like people who would send me long goodbye texts before i go.. Alright bye.

True friends are hard to find.

hello. :) Today is like tangyuan day! You guys know like rice balls? Omg, damn nice i swear. :/ I love it sia. Ok, morning ate that. Then went to meet this silly bitch. :) Went hougang, i went for my piercing & came back to punggol. Went to buy macdonald icecream & twister fries. Then sent her home & i went home. Trying to sleep but kena woken up. Sian. Mom said i keep sleeping from the day to night, which it isnt true huh. -_- zzz. Ok la whatever. Next week going genting! woohoo. I'm gonna have a blast. idgaf alr. I wanna have fun, play & leave all my troubles aside. So yeah, i really hope it would be a fun trip, but the bad thing is, i couldnt text my friends. :( Ohgosh. I will miss using my phone alot :l

You know at times i always wonder, what if one day i'm like missing suddenly? Would anyone even bother, or even noticed that i'm gone. Like, will they look for me & all? Well, i really don't know. You know all those wild thoughts keep roaming around your mind at night. Yeah, that's happening to me yo.

& yes, i have problems. I mean like who don't have sia. But yes, i admit that at times i like to keep it to myself, not cause i dont trust the person, it's cos i just dont feel like saying, you get what i mean? Yeah, i do get upset & cry. But i dont like to cry in school, cos it's so..... It's always at night, when i'm alone & all. I don't share problems with my family. Why? One thing, i know they will judge me differently. I just like to be my independant self, & go through like everything myself. I know my friends care, but yes, i would tell them if i realy cannot tahan anymore. I do have many caring friends, & yes, thanks for being there. I really appreciate. But sometimes, my mood just goes down for nothing. I have a very bad temper. I'm hot tempered. I get pissed off easily & all. But yeah, i cool down easily too. But when it's comes to days when i'm upset or what, give me a few days & nights, i would be fine after that. & return to my happy self. haha, idk why i'm typing all this nonsense. But it all suddenly came to my head so yeah i'm like typing. ok, i should like end here.

Goodbye. Do tag me. :)

Okie, hello. Today's like okok yeah. Went out with jade. Ate frolick. ohoh, & this girl up there at the picture on the left is Lydia. I kindda miss her alot alot alot. It has been a long time since i saw her yeah. Miss the times when she messed up my sch table, when she bully me, when she disturb me, when we joke around with each other & of cos the other way round. hehehe. This girl, seriously you can have lots of fun with her. & Ofcos, she's my bestfriend too. You know it's like, we dont text or phone much to each other, this i can be honest. But whenever we meet or like see each other, words came out like nobody's business, talking & playing & fooling around & all. This is really cool though. haha. I hope to see her soon yeah. It's like, she understands me, & i understands her. Sometimes, there might be like a little of tiny winny argument. But yup, on the day, everything would be ok already. :) That's the good thing. he he. & whenever im unhappy or what, she would be there to listen to concern to talk to me. Of cos, it applies to her too yeah. & yes, im very happy that next year the both of us are in the same class again. (y) woohoo~ Gonna have many many memorable moments together again. :) Well, next year is 2012. & I'm gonna be sec three. It's like very very tough. But i really hope i can make it through. I mean, i really need to work hard & put in my efforts.. But you know, it's kindda tough. With all those new chapters, subjects, teachers, environment... Some of my upper sec friends said that next year phy will be hard, poa too. I just hope that i would pass all of my subjects uh. & like, score well if possible. Bottom line, no failure. Only pass. This is my target. & i oso hope to find out which subjects are the ones that i can score well like among my 6 subjects. English, EMath, Chinese, Phy/Chem, SS/Geog, POA. I hope to get great teachers next year. Like i mean those reasonable, understanding & not so sarcastic kind. Ohwell, i oso need to be prepared for the worst. So okay, just hope that everything would go smoothly next year yeah.
Goodbye. :)